I don't understand what kind of problem you have against me. I am just sharing because It's my way to cope with it.

Here you are not inpatient for having creatures or entities, you are only if you are dangerous to yourself or others. My psychiatrist knows it, so what do I do?

Do I stop posting because you clearly don't like me because I can be with the other world and wonderland without hurting myself or others?

If I take meds I still have them, so for me taking meds in not an option, they never work. It's coping with them or being institutionalized, do you understand that?

I am happy some of you find meds that stop your voices or creatures or whatever you have, but I don't.

I have been living with these psychosis since 12, I got used, I learn to deal with some of the stuff, I try to don't act crazy to avoid long term hospitalization, I don't take meds because they don't work for me, most did nothing but some of them made me worse. I have taken almost all atypcals and many typicals. Right now I am almost non-pschotic and functioning better. But in the past I ended up IP because of the crazyness.

What one of the best psychiatrist I had told me 'find the way to function with it or you will end up having ETC,
and I don't want that for someone young like you, or worst,, institutionalized if it doesn't work.'

I don't have family or friends, nobody would take care of me, that's why I try to keep thinking positive and doing things even if it is extremely hard because of the other world, wonderland, the parallele and entities and everything. I can't rest, I would end up in hospital, I have to keep and keep and keep and keep doing and doing and doing.
For me it would me much easier to take a pill and have less symptoms, but it doesn't work like that for me. It's seems what's wrong in my brain is not chemistry but neural pathway and you can't fix that with meds.