Hi, just need to share..

I'm feeling really sad about how my life's turned out.. I suffer from numerous health issues, haven't worked in years, have no education, only have one or two friends left, my family are all emotionally distant/unavailable, I've ruined my looks, am broke and living in a depressing place with no chance of moving elsewhere..

I'm not looking for advice, just needed to get this out.. I'm not giving up and know I need to do something about my situation, but for now, I just need to share how I'm feeling to lighten the burden.. I just never thought my life would be such a mess before 30