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Old Sep 15, 2016, 09:32 AM
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Originally Posted by Materly View Post
I don't end up in hospital after I experience a delusion, but if I don't reject it or if I feed it. Then they become progressive , and yes , will lead to a relapse.
I don't feed it, I just try to understand them to the point they join me and I am funcional with them, so they stop being delusions like what happened with Nev.

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You know one of the things that helped me recover was finding a framework for these animal spirits. Since I was training to be a shaman in my mind I learned shamanism from a few videos to interact with these spirits on my own terms....that way they are always there for you to call on but they don't just come to you unless you're becoming psychotic. It's like a guided imagery....so you are in control of what's happening to some extent.....in this world of animal spirits there are three levels an upper lower and middle world....all are neutral....it is not like one is good or evil which sets the tone for all your encounters. Once my animals were part of this framework it was no longer considered psychotic but instead spirituality. If you like the idea of this Sandra ingerman teaches shamanism through books and videos.

Thank you, this is what I want for me since meds don't help me enough. Since medication don't help, I want to learn to coexist with my entities and others and be functional. It may take years but I wanna make it. I have gained a lot of insight in these 8 years, now I know if I am telling to kill myself it's a lie and I don't have to follow it.
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CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions

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Last edited by OliverB; Sep 15, 2016 at 09:46 AM.
Thanks for this!
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