- I was having a full flashback (my first one while on that residential ward) meaning I was experiencing the medical torture again. I was laying on the ground, thrashing about, screaming, fighting invisible people. One of the nurses called my pdoc.. I told him I'd hit him if he came any closer.
He stayed on the other side of the room.

- I was.. over-stimulated, I guess? It was after bedtime, I came down to the living room to talk to the nurses and calm down before I went to bed again. Besides screaming and banging my head against the stone wall a couple of times, my clothes also bothered me, so I removed them. The female nurse stayed with me - the male one stayed around the corner.