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Once unintentional.
One time that I don't really count because I was psychotic and wasn't trying to end my life. It just looked that way to other people.
One time that was really serious and I meant it 100%, but then felt really guilty about my husband and daughter coming home from their trip and finding my dead body, so I called my friends and they came and brought me to the ER.
And the most awful one I was suicidal when I did it, but at the time I was more angry than anything. I wouldn't have tried it when I did if I wasn't so angry. That's the one that ruined my life.
I really have to stop overdosing.
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