Sleeping terribly, and since I practically have to get up in the middle of the night to get to work, I'm having a very very hard time getting through the day. Didn't have work today, so slept for over 10 hours.

Because of sleeping so badly, I'm afraid of going into an episode, but so far so good. It helps to have a couple of days off during the week, I just couldn't work full time, but I'm getting less hours now (I'm a freelancer) and I'm very concerned about my finances.

I'm continuing to explore south of here, going south on 1 to see what I find. Last time I went alone and ended up in Carmel and was very proud of myself because I'm usually so scared about driving to new places. Today I'm going with a friend, though, and I think we're going to exit at Pebble Beach/Pacific Grove and explore there. I've never been there before and it's supposed to be really beautiful! It's a sunny day, which is rare where I live where there's so much fog, so I'm pretty psyched.