I was in IP last month and I'm happy to say I am now stable and NO MORE drinking! For awhile I fell back into old habits and started drinking again. I'd wake up mixed and irritated from it and just drink more to cope. It wasn't pretty. Finally I snapped. And it was UGLY! I have to say that I'm pretty bored now a days though lol. Not going to lie, I miss hypo. For a long time I used substances to reach hypo and make an *** out of myself on a almost daily basis. I'm embarrassed and full of shame. I'm also pretty lonely seeing that getting sober meant cutting some friends and family out of my life. It's kind of sad really. So here I am... Stable...sober...bored lol.

So what state are you in right now mentally?