oh wow a lot of replies! um the hospital has set up a community team to keep seeing me and i am seeing my case worker in 2 days so she can check in on me she said i have to be honest about taking my meds i told her it was something i have a lot of trouble with i am trying to keep taking it but i dont know if i can or not i am also seeing my psychiatrist on the same day i really dont know what to do i am starting to feel sad again i feel like i am about to start crying and everything hurts i want to scream and i am really tired ugh why is everything so hard.