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Old Sep 16, 2016, 08:38 AM
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Originally Posted by MysterySeeker View Post
Story of my life. Where I'm at, I can have days where I walk out the door ready to kick ***, and I do! Then I have days where I don't even want to make small talk or eye contact with people whatsoever.

You really only have a couple of choices. Face your fears and learn to deal with them, or run from them. If you run, you know it will mean driving people away.
You're right. I try to face my fears but they don't disappear. It's so exhausting. If I could only trust myself a little but I can't. I've been having these fears since I was an adolescent and I thought with effort I could learn to deal with it better but...