Nice insight, sounds a bit like thou might protest too much though. I wasn't very successful in suddenly feeling comforted and/or strong or like I was okay no matter what I learned, if my T was away and I "wanted" her. I did have things happen with my insights though so that I'd get more anxious for her to come back because I had neat things to tell her (rather than missing her so much, just wishing she'd hurry back) an improvement in perception that made an improvement in feeling too. I guess what I accent in thinking about T (missing her vs. having neat things I want to tell her and being impatient for her return) and anything else I'm having difficulty with may make a difference.
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