Ok so I see that because of a reaction I may get a little too much at times. I know that part of recovery is to be able to step back and see when you were wrong. I have allowed my ways to come out and for that I was wrong. Not sorry, but wrong because I gave into what I am. To be better is to get by without reacting as I normally would. Next time I shall try harder, it's just so difficult for me to bite my tongue. Truth be told I have done this for a better part of my life. I speak what's on my mind in my real life and here too. Doesn't matter who the person is, when I feel the need it just happens this way. Uncensored and chaotic because my mind works much faster than my voice allows. Anyhow I was wrong for giving into my Narc ways, just a person with some tendencies I guess. One more thing, narcs can help other narcs. I've been on both the giving and receiving end and they have probably helped me more that any therapist or medicine has. So I will continue my sub-par posts and try better next time.