ra = ritual a~ ?

im sorry you went through those things and then had to go through having a therapist like that as well.. have you tried looking for a replacement..?
need to get someone knowledgeable with these kind of things because i think in this world some people have a hard time believing things that actually happen in the "real" world..
even doctors..

sucks... to survive, and then have to survive, and then to have to survive... and to keep surviving... just because we become alien or outcasts of society...