Sorry for my meltdown yesterday. I have just been having a very hard time with people lately. I don't mean anything bad against any of you. Sorry all.

Today I am feeling a bit better mentally and physically. I got to eat a real meal last night after having to starve myself for two more days eating only the clear liquid diet.

Was trying to get my pancreas to calm down because the pancreatitis was coming back and I didn't want to end up in the hospital again. This has been really hard, I spent 4 days last week in all, not eating. I really hope this is the end of this and I don't have to go through anymore of it.

It does feel good to have something in my stomach again. So I am keeping my fingers crossed that this is finally over.