I agree with everyone's responses. The most important thing right now is to be reunited with your husband and daughter, not Gabapentin.. If your husband doesn't like the idea then that should tell you something too. You were abusing it and Propananol just a few weeks ago and had to wake up your sister to take you to the hospital. Don't take this the wrong way, but I don't think right now you can be trusted with your meds. I think about you quite often and have told my DH your story. I feel for you, but now you have to use your powers for good. Hugs.