Hmmm. I'm exhausted, but feel like if I could have a full 24 hours with no responsibilities and a quiet place to sleep uninterrupted, I could be OK.
Mood-wise, I'm not depressed (which is WONDERFUL for me), but I'm not quite sure how to describe what I'm experiencing. It's like baseline, I guess, but with rapid and unexpected bursts of spiked mood - sudden agitation, obsessive rumination, anxiety that creeps up and I can't explain, quick/sudden anger, and general feelings of overwhelm. Sometimes these spikes last minutes, sometimes hours. Then I return to this more baseline state. I'm not sure what this experience it, but it's unsettling to not be able to define where I am and know what my reactions are likely to be to various situations.
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