[QUOTE=Crazylion;5280139]Please forgive me ahead of time for the bad punctuation and no capitalization as i just got home from work and i'm too tired to worry about it --and if i come across very angry, aggressive or offensive. that is not my intention.
first of all, this thread meant more to me than anything has in over a year. i cant get into any real explanation because i will get worked up and defeat the purpose of my therapy. my little sister is the devil -- the devil who loves me is the victim of a very codependent household which caused my parents' legacy to be that their 4 daughters can never have a relationship together that is healthy or have me associated with one of them.
my little sister loves me very much but her role in the family is to abuse me after mother died, and long story short. she has been so cruel i just started feeling alive and capable again. she disconnected me again after i told her after 50 hyears of taking it that i won't take her abuse anymore. she went on a campaign that effected my profession and it has been like she died too.
i can't talk out it anymore, but i will say that i hope i never see her again but i will when she tries to come to me when her current boyfriend hurts her again and takes her money. but i had to put people and things around me now because i cannot have any of my sisters in my life.
personally now, in hindsight, i truly believe that most siblings especially sisters together are like the appendix and only chidren have it made and all the ones i met aren't focked up.
that's it. stay strong....courage
Since you don't want to talk about things, I won't ask you anything. It sounds like it's for the best if you avoid your sisters as much as you can as they're obviously toxic people.