(((((((((((((((jinnyann)))))))))))))))))

yeah, i remember one day, still had my son with me and the full reality of my inevitable breakup with my wife hit me that day... so sick, i curled up in a ball and lay on the floor moaning... my son wanted to play... i tried but it was no good... other times after with him too were like that... i realized the best thing for him was to be with his mom... hardest thing i ever had to do...

i hope you get some time in peaceful life giving surroundings jinny, it did me so much good... hated being alone at times but then i could look from a different angle too... all the suffering and stress others were experiencing was spared me during times alone... i could just enjoy a place of Gods' great beauty and choose peace...