Thank you, Rayne.
I'm sorry to hear you're in the same boat, but appreciate you reaching out to let me know I'm not alone in this. I watch tv to distract myself rom the pain as well, but it's all there and maybe a little worse when I turn the tv off. That being said, I'm thankful for the tv so that when I wake up at night and can't go back to sleep I can at least turn it in for company.
I have to believe or Well, it's not hope more like a longing . . . I am longing for their to be hope and a solution.
Anyway, thank you for your reply and hug. I appreciate you.