Woke up today feeling almost alive for the first time in months. The depression may be lifting. Usually I wake up in hell, deeply depressed, exhausted and aching all over and this only lifts partially around midday then decends again in the evening. Today however I woke up less tired, in little pain and neutral in mood. While driving to my sisters I actually began singing with a song I played. Almost felt joy for a moment. After lunch I crashed and lay down for nearly three hours and my mood dropped but its a start. The Cymbalta must be kicking in!