is it possible that i am actually just psychic and magical and that the doctors did steal my powers from me and that they do want to hurt me and that maybe i should stop taking the medication. i really dont know what to think today and i just i cant i dont feel like i can trust anyone and i am trying really hard but i just i am scared the bad spirits have been around lately and i dont know what to do i am supposed to see my normal psychiatrist soon but i dont know if i should tell him all this or if i should tell my case worker i dont know i want to scream.