We haven't been freaking out much anymore (each of us) now that it's sunken in deeper and deeper everyday.

Some of the Others took this conscious awareness thing a little to hard as most got to witness....you'd almost say it was psychotic! Lol....

Anyhow, having an actual 9-5 job has put us into a routine that in its-self stabilized our living. Sure we are still very switchy, but more with a purpose now.

The past year it was like WAKE UP!!! out of a coma to find that you ARE real!- "Hello me....whats's your name??"... Lol

We all feel trapped by circumstance, now. We have a job that manages to pay all the bills, but the insurance doesn't cover much of anything, like hospital, behavorial, or addiction services.

To get the help that we need....we have to lose our job and go poverty and struggle, but we can't do that while we still have our teenager in the house. Oh yeah, our partner is long gone.

So...we feel lost in limbo.

All we can do is play the waiting game like we've always done I suppose.

Anyways, it feels good to be at peace with something.