Ok So I know I have control issues. I like to plan things. A lot.
I like good time keeping and to plan around time. Even if I want a lazy day of doing nothing, I'll plan it. Today for example I planned a lazy day, chatting to friends and waiting to hear a time of arrival for my kids dad. I've still not heard from him and it's gone 9pm now. I tried chatting to friends tonight and that's gone belly up too. My other friend has poor time keeping, she'll say "I'll be there in 2 minutes" and get here in 45 minutes. She did this today. Twice.
I now feel really irritated and annoyed and frustrated that my plan I wanted today of time slots to fit everyone in has gone belly up.
I don't know if I made any sense. I guess I just need to vent so I am free to plan more!! I dunno. Does anyone else get this or is it just me?? Is it connected to being bipolar or is it just me lol?