Eden, in my humble opinion, you are experiencing paranoia. As others have said, the docs aren't trying to hurt you or take away your character. They just want you to feel stable.

Others may laugh, but I consider myself to be very intuitive, but not magical! I love to do Tarot readings, and though my interpretations are not always hitting the nail on the head, I can see later what they referred to. It's a learning experience for me.

I do consider myself stable; my meds excellent, my therapist and doctor only wanting to help me.

But magical??? That's pushing the envelope and sounds pretty manic to me. But that's only my opinion!