Hello Humpty Dumpty: Yes, the Skeezyks concurs with your assessment of the situation as far as being allowed to go is concerned. I've been brought back when I didn't want to be a couple of times. Personally I think it would be great if there were somewhere one could just walk in, plop down a grand or two (whatever it takes), & be gently whisked off into oblivion. After all... it's not like we don't have a few human beings on the planet to spare. Anyway, I'm sorry you are struggling, & I send along my best wishes...