well to be honest i dunno

agen *rolls eyes*

i have tried suidiced before, a few times, and i used to self harm regularly but try so hard not to do it any more,

i find im like this most days, especially on a night, it seems to be all my mind wants to think about, which surely isnt good, i have been in foster care, i have been abused sexualy mentaly and physicaly and daily think of suicide, and im only 16, it doesnt realy put much perspective on my life, i agree i have goals i want to reach but im never closer to getting them

i constantly battle myself to try and go to the doctors but still havent won yet, my mind just seems to take over my body sometimes

kaz xxxxx]

ps i was origonaly from derby jinnyann