I do miss you Mandy, thankyou for replying, I will read all of those books when I am ready, just cant right now, I know he is such an inspiration to so many,,,,,I HAVE SO MUCH GOING ON.....

this is the wrong time in my life to have depression I know we cant chose it, but my daughter and huby are not getting on at all, my husband is very unreasonable at times and a bit controlling, I find sometimes again I just want out. I think this situation at home makes me worse sometimes, but that's what being a mother and wife is.......

oh i just dont know......I'm sooooo tired.

take care of you, speak soon, Love you and I have missed you so much

love, Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxxo