Hello my friend! I think we must be on the same wavelength, somehow, because it's about 2:30a.m. where I am, and I can't sleep either, and since I was thinking about how you might be doing, I came on the computor and here is a message.

We can get you thru tonight, ((((((((((((((((((((Mary Alice))))))))))))))))))) = not only are you very important to your son, and us, but HE (your husband) isn't worth having you give up your life over his failings and cruelty. I know that he's bi-polar, but that doesn't make him cruel = he is that on his own, separate and apart from any illness.

The important thing to me right now, is you, and my very deep prayer that you will begin to see hope without having it squashed at every turn by someone elses toxic crap. It's abusive, plain & simple, and you don't have to endure that from anyone.

Mary Alice, there ARE going to be other options available for dealing with things; things/resources invariably turn up just when we're at the edge = it's just how it happens often times, and that's why we can't really predict what that saving grace will be until they arrive, and that's the really hard part I know.

I am so so sorry that you are going thru so much hardship and pain right now, but I really do believe that you will be able to come out from this on the other side into something better = really I do. Let's keep talking; I really do admire that you are sticking this out = more than you know. Let's write again tomorrow, OK, or even tonight? Respectfully, and with hugs for {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}!! Jill

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT :-)</font color=blue>