im not sure what my T does, i just see her because shes the one the clinic assigned to me and only person i can see since i dont have inssurance

i know she doesnt like to talk diagnosis, like all the other people i talked to in the clinic over the years, but she atleast has told me at some point that i am dissociative and possible borderline or something... i mentioned a couple things to her and she said maybe, maybe not, but she just isn't really the kind that is going to be able to stick with me for a long time on this stuff i think because she's jst not payed to do this kind of work..

sucks because i do like her and she's nice enough and kind of fun to see, she's cute so thats a plus
but my world can be destroyed completely if she isnt able to handle me and i trust her with things so just best play it safe right - i told her a couple things about religion and stuff but didnt go into details as usual .. i never go into details with anyone on anything!

just have to do what we can do and try to keep moving forward, all must work out before its over with... have to believe...