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Old Sep 18, 2016, 01:03 AM
Logan200000 Logan200000 is offline
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Originally Posted by Humpty Dumpty View Post
I have some "good" days & some bad days. The "good" days are getting to be fewer and farther between. My bad days are seeming to get worse. I am having a hard time holding on. I just want to give up. Then I think about how that will make my wife feel & that only makes me feel worse. I just can't take it anymore. I am tired of fighting this.
When I was a kid & a teen my depression would only last a week at most & then I would be good for a few months. Now I'm lucky if I get 3 "good" days in a month. Maybe I am getting what I deserve.
You aren't getting what you "deserve." You don't deserve to be depressed. Depression distorts our thinking, makes us think we deserve something bad when we don't. You deserve love and support and patience. Sending hugs.