My attachment style is anxious-preoccupied rather than anxious-avoidant. My avoidance isn't caused by a distrust of people but rather feeling like I'm too weird or too philosophical or bottom line too me for people to like me, I fear negative judgment and so I avoid talking to people rather than thinking the other person is in some way scary or that attachment is scary.

Been in therapy a few times before.

Thanks for your response. I hope things work out for you.