Milkyway, I share some of my dreams about my T with him. This is an easier way for me to share how I feel about him. Somehow it seems like I am less "responsible" for the feelings if they are in a dream, but of course that's not true. But the feelings are easier for me to express if they are in a dream, and sharing them can lead to good conversations with T, and about how my conscious mind feels too. The dreams are like a conversation piece.

You will feel better if you can share the depth of your feeling with your T. Take care and good luck.