So maybe you can make some friends that have autism? I'm pretty sure that here are groups and organizations that could help you out there. Have you tried aspieology dot com? Also, don't compare yourself with others, as there will always be prettier and less pretty people in the world than you! Friendship is very important, too, as is wisdom and interests or hobbies. Hobbies can turn into lifelong fun things to do that you will love. Good luck to you!