One of my favorite lines that I have used a few times in real life situations is," your either with me or against me". I laugh while writing this cause this is as narcissistic as it can get. I have felt this for much of my life and as I do know this is not right it's what I've always been about. Living in a world where this is not accepted is what makes it so difficult I guess. Truth is I cannot look at life with this ideal. It is not realistic and I will admit I have always felt this way here as well. I guess it takes time to sink in and see things for what they are. Why try to be the same here when In fact here is what can really help us more. Much more that any therapist has ever done for me. With that I will try a path that I have spoken of before. More than likely the falls will come but we can only keep standing tall and moving with one foot in front of the other. Control is so easy, letting go is not!!