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Originally Posted by loverofcreation
I've had this feeling for literally as long as I can recall and I've spent over 20 years trying to make some sense of it or trying to get people to take me seriously but to no avail. When I was little...about 3 or 4, I said that I had a 'dear wife' and named her, and was once married. I stated shortly after, ''she would be very old now'' (over 100). I also have this weird attraction to a specific era in the early 20th Century. But, it also gives me a sickly feeling. Not really a romanticized feeling, but a 'dark' feeling.
I also have ''impossible memories'' such as an accurate memory of my own birth, memories of being in utero and also of being somebody else in another time and place. The town had wide roads, lots of trees, the shops had these banners on them and were packed closely together. People tell me ''you cannot remember your own birth, your brain would not have been developed enough'' so what remembered? The memories were confirmed accurate by my parents.
I also have a scar on my ''current'' body, where I was wounded in the memory where I died. I was not aware of the scar until recently as it isn't visible for me.
I loved to draw at an unusually early age. I'd draw stickmen and things like that, but then I'd spontaneously draw drafts of mechanical objects and concepts for submarines (one was of a tear drop shaped submarine with four 'wings' and two 'jet' at the back. Another drawing was of a mobile watch, which could read heart rate, tell the time and to be used as a phone), planes and cars, and they were annotated and measured as well. Take note I was only around 3 years old, and there are no engineers in the family.
At age 6 I tried to discuss consciousness to my parents, but they could not grasp what I was saying. I felt disturbed by my own consciousness, as well as my body. I didn't recognize my face, voice or my body as my own.
Please help me make some sense of this, because this has caused so much confusion in my life with no answers.
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my thoughts on this....
yes there are some religions that believe in reincarnation, there are also many paranormal sects, witchcraft \black magic sects and cults that believe and practice beliefs like \ similar to reincarnation.
there are also many tv shows, movies and books that have since been debunked that contain the idea that this or that person has been reincarnated.
in my own life those that I know who have gone through this kind of thing the answer was actually quite simple. they have at a very young age over heard many conversations in the family about their birth, history facts, seen videos and movies that are period specific and about the conception, in utero and birthing process so much that in their minds it became a mixed up reality to them.
one common example is when a child is old enough to see they have or dont have something on their bodies that their opposite gendered family members and ask why, and when relatives are pregnant a very young child gets exposed to the facts of life process many times over the span of 9- 10 months that relative is pregnant. then for a time after the baby has been born.
there are also some mental disorders that cause a person to have these kinds of feelings and beliefs even if it has not actually happened.
my suggestion is if this continues to bother you contact your treatment providers they will be able to explain to you whether in your religion, culture reincarnation is a possibility for you, they can also tell you if this problem is a part of your having mental or physical illness's.