hi.

thanks for posting and sharing with the forum

(((((hugs))))

what you are going through are suicidal feelings. feelings like, i'mn going to overdose on this, or i don't want to be here in the world anymore, they are deffenetly suicidal thoughts.

are you seeing anyone? (therapist etc?). it might be a good idea

I know you say now you won't overdose on the medication, but that's now.. suicidal feelings can intensify. it would be a good thing to try and get this sorted (it's good you spotted something's not right)

i'm also sorry for the breakup

(((((hugs))))