I'm really overwhelmed and frustrated. I have a lot going on and I'm not sure how to cope with it all. I suffer from major depression and I'm on a lot of medications and I'm also getting ECT treatments which is electric shock treatments. I have had 15 so far and I have only seen a small improvement. My medical bills are piling up, plus I still owe money to taxes. I have been off work for a month now because I can't drive because of the ECT. I'm also dealing with divorce issues with my ex husband, I'm trying not to talk to him but it's very hard because we have a child. I'm worried I'm going to have to do ECT for the rest of my life. I already have short term memory problems from the treatments and I'm scared that this how its going to be forever.