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I posted a thread about whether or not I should stay in a shelter or stay with my stupid asshole father. Most people were saying stay at a shelter. I was planning on doing that until the ***** called and said I have a job interview with Walmart. I got the job and am saving money so I can escape his toxicity. I am 24 years old and feel like a child who could not get away from this idiot's madness.
I feel physically sick being around him. The only good thing is that the degenerate is gone on the weekdays so I have time to be by myself and feel better. But on the weekends, this ***** is always finding ways to make me feel bad. I know it has nothing to do with me because I walk on eggshells around here! I heard the fool call me a heifer name under his breath this morning. For no ****ing reason at all!!
Because I've been through being bullied etc. I feel sometimes like attacking people. I really want to hurt him but I'm not a guy nor am I physically stronger. He's never touched me but I wish someone would knock him out or give him a dose of his own medicine.
HOW DO I COPE WITH THIS? I've never been in a situation like this that was really toxic because I didn't grow up this idiot. It's really HELL everytime he's around.
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