GL, I don't know anything about you really, so I can't comment on your eating habits, obviously

I think if you were to join, it would really just make sure your eating habits were really healthy (if they aren't already).

When you eat and exercise right you tend to tone up, so you might not drop a massive lot of weight, but i am sure you would look even better than you do now

You sounds like you feel you need some support in eating right, and if so, then more power to you for seeking a solution