Thanks everyone for just replying. It means a lot.

I had a good cry, and now im back to living my life.

Something good came from this. Ive been super estranged from my father for years. And i reached out to him because he had his thyroid taken out many years ago. He replied by text right away to reassure me it will all be okay.
Then we had an amazing phone call last night. Our relationship is back on track and im so happy about that.

So, I cant change anything now. Will just wait.

Hashi- question for you. The dr said since my dad had a thyroid prob i was 50% likely to get it also. Now my husband has hashimotos. He was diagnosed at the mayo clinic. But he is not on thyroid meds bc his levels are all over the place.
So if i have hypothyroid and hashi, and my husband has hashi, we have 2 kids. Does that mean they will 100% have an issue in the future?