Hi Biba_yu.

As other people have said! You do sound like a decent and caring person, who just wants` to show that you love and care for the people in you life! `But` unfortunately you feel that it is only one way!
As the last thread suggested that you go out and meet people in social activities in your area, or even taking up a hobby that has monthly meetings` regarding they`re hobbies and interests`!! That way your getting out and meeting people with the same interests` that could end up being your close friends`!!

I did by joining a metal-detecting club, and I never looked back!

Take care..............Al