Quote:
Originally Posted by JadeAmethyst
Maybe, as time goes by you can trust and love yourself a bit more. You have been brave in the past successes, and now look within, the answers are there. Embrace them, the questions have the answers inside them. You can do it. Find a new balance for this present time in your life.
Jade
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It's only that I don't see myself as a normal person. It's this perfectionism that is always causing me this anguish.
I always have this in my mind " you can't" and this is not the attitude to face to anything. It's over my control. That makes me go or face to everything with such a fear to failure.
It's impossible for me to consider those moments when I could do things well. It doesn't count for me neither a little part than those moments when I didn't feel satisfied, or better said, an outside person.
I wonder how living without fear feels like.
Today, I was telling my guy how I was feeling. He said, can't you see how bad time refugees are having? Those are the ones who suffer day after day.
I felt even worse because it's not that I don't care about others. I think I'm a very emphatic person but I can't focus on others when I'm struggling so badly.