I used to isolate really bad. Still do but it's bc of a hurt back and no car. Bus is too far away. But I did bc I felt unsafe in the world. ***** Trigger I was raped when I was a virgin and was with a guy from 15-17 that almost killed me several times. I was able to overcome that abuse. But the abuses I experienced in this organization from 19-30 were really difficult to overcome. I was abused on large scale by lots of ppl. Made me not trust the world.**** Trigger

But I've been able to finally overcome it. My PTSD though sometimes comes into play and I still want to isolate. I just feel safe when I do.