back against the wall
so hard not to fall
ghosts clawing at will
can't stay still
on a ledge
on the edge
they come for me
why can't they see
a panicked face
feel my disgrace
at myself
upon this shelf
leave me alone
leave me alone
haunting my dreams
always there it seems
never going away
wanting me to pay
for what I did
I was just a kid
i'm going to fall
land amongst them all
they'll tear me apart
rip out my heart.

Easier to just let them......
I'm so tired.

Jinny