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Originally Posted by velcro003
That is serious, Pink. I am not a doctor, so I have zero idea if you are considered delusional or psychotic, but this is some not normal thinking. First, the level of SH you do is extremely serious and goes beyond what I think most people think of SH. (I could be wrong)
Also...I think where you go wrong in your thinking is that if you do the ultimate terrible version of SH that you can think of, that it will be enough. Guess what? I t won't! SH is an addiction, and yours is got to be as close to rock bottom or death as it can be. That is scary, and probably a bit delusional--same with any addict who is that severe.
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That's what concerned me, too--that the SH, no matter how severe, still won't be enough (assuming you'd survive it...) I wonder if it would help to see a specialist in addiction or something like that? I also like the suggestion to maybe try a different hospital in a nearby city/town. Like if you went to the ER there? I'm not sure how the Canadian health system works, if they'd make you go back to your local one or not, but could be worth a shot. You just need that one p-doc or T to see another way to help you.
Have you talked to your current T at all? Does she have any ideas?
