So I was at my birthday party and I had fun mostly but my boyfriend was there and we've been with eachother since April and never been affectionate.so this one time at the party it just felt ackward.I've hugged guys and girls before but this felt strange . I told him it felt ackward he was like why does it feel ackward and I just shut down told him it. Was something I didn't Want to talk about. Were already breaking up though he's oblivious.I wonder if this is. The reason. Though I don't know