on the day, it's all just great- it's all just happy times.

right, cat food- put it in the basket, dog food, i'll have that.. statue of a german battle ship, yep, i'll take that, ooo a full set of fishing supplies, a tennis dvd and a sewing machine, will take all that- and while i'm at it i may as well take this toy train that blows real steam and a lawn mower. it's.... it's wonderful!. I love it!.

I don't feel guilt really, I mean when their's something i actually genuin want and I don't have money, i'm like.. well why. why did i buy all this

I just end up being frustrated because I don't know where to put everything, so it gets thrown in the cupboard, I'm left with a cupboard full of junk I don't know what to do with and no money, and ugg

I told you the budgie story.. finally got my hands on a real pet budgie just to release it, and it died!. (aww poor little birdy, not!)

i did Actually start feeling really guilty when i was told of what happened to the bird