Well I had an ok weekend. My pancreas seems to have healed so I can eat again and I feel better. I did have a day where I was anxious and ruminating and talking to myself out loud again. It really makes me look crazy because I only say bits and pieces of the stuff that's going through my head. Should have took a klonopin. Next time that happens I am going to.

Think I talked my husband into getting me another cat. He wants a new car, we need one because ours got us out and wouldn't start. That's the 2nd time its stranded us. This time all it needed was a jump start. The last time after a while it just started working again.

Told him he could get a new car if I could get a new cat LOL. Honestly he could get the car without the cat but I thought I would throw it in there anyway lol. If I do get the cat its a long way away like 3 hours but its cute, its a baby snowshoe. Looks just like grumpy cat only its not deformed like that cat is.