Let's be honest, folks.

I'm not 100% honest. I hide certain things because I'm afraid of how my pdoc might react.

I'm sure if something super embarrassing happened, I wouldn't tell my pdoc either. For example, let's say I can't digest Lamictal. ("Every time I poop, I poop out the whole tablet in near mint condition.") I would make up an excuse like "Lamictal gives me headaches" if that ever happened.