I don't know if melatonin is over the counter here is aus or not either way I am so tired of trying though doing what people say and it not working everyone keeps saying I am doing better but I feel worse I feel like I am about to explode any second like actually I feel terrible I don't know if I can keep taking the meds each day it gets harder and harder to keep doing that and I don't see a good reason to do it anymore anyway. Even at the hospital I just stopped talking about things that doesn't mean they stopped happening but I had to get out I had to make sure they thought I was fine. People don't get it I don't mean here necessarily but like in genral. I just I literally don't want to do it anymore I am so freaking tired and nothing will ever make it all stop.