-V again...

I am thinking now of lingering feelings.

We have had that happen over the years with several of us. On a personal level, Amsterdam leaves the most residual feel for me. It goes beyond emotional aspects and attitudes, it makes me feel legitimately broader, taller. I assume he feels larger than I feel. He impacts my appetite, my speech, myself. Sporadic is not quite the right word, though I do notice that I will sometimes, out of nowhere think, feel or say something that is related to him, but not him... it's just me feeling leftovers. It is more like in fading waves of him until the waters are calm? He fades the longer he is gone. Yes. I relate much to lingering feeling of others. It often makes me uncomfortable. I am appreciative to know how he feels and for the chance to better understand him on a more personal level, but yeesh... I am not built for emotion the same way he is. As with L.P. and Harmony I think the greater the difference between the individuals experiencing, the greater the discomfort seems to be... at least for myself it is so far accurate. It seems sound enough logic anyway. It is odd perspective on another, isn't it?

-V